Two days until AF so I ran to the store and bought ANOTHER test. Came home, took it, it's negative... AND, for the real cherry on top, AF comes out right after, just to be a bitch and says, "Here I Am! Two whole days early!" If AF were an actual person, I'd kick her dead in the throat. I'm drinking wine, gorging on food, and then crying myself to sleep. I listen to ladies that I work with talk about their pregnancies ALL day long and it's really starting to break me down... Today one girl brought in her sonogram pictures and this shattered my last ray of hope. I truly am excited for her.. I'm just also really sad for me. 😢