Idk what to do anymore

Katie
Went to re December. Had labs drawn beginning of Jan. Had has in August/ September I don't remember. Everything is normal. I even called again today to make sure everything was ok I asked questions about what it should be and stuff. It's normal. After being told my amh was high and my fsh was threw the roof. My so claims it's not him. So I'm done ttc for now and holding off on him untill he gets the stupid tests done. We did a home Sa that showed low sperm count. But he seated it's no good and it's not him... Am I a bad fiancé for holding out on sex until he does it? I feel bad but the tests has to be done. He has a halo and a Sa. Idk what halo is... But he has it. For almost three years now I have belittled myself and cried hours on end and cried myself to sleep. Had to take work off because I was so upset because I was broken and couldn't keep and now even get pregnant. Now just to find out I'm not the issue. The doc said its him and he wants to tests done to see what he's dealing with. You don't know the weight that was lifted off my chest! I'm not broken. But now I'm p- off because my so was the one telling me I was broken. So now I'm holding out on him till he gets them done