Looking at the scale breaks my heart!

I have always been subconscious about my weight before pregnancy due to being short and growing up with the pressure of family members always talking about being slim. Even my husband is really slim and that also contributed to me feeling extremely huge. I am 5'0 and was weighing 111 and now I am 134 at 31 weeks. I can't help but feel upset and sad, I know I might sound ridiculous but I can't help it. I try to keep a positive mindset but then I find myself in tears. Is anyone else feeling like this?