Where to start ..... lied about his life found out after I got pregnant and started to find out the truth.... He has two other kids, two different woman, hardly care for them.... Put his hand on me so much in the beginning of my pregnancy... Was also verbally abusive... Being high risk

Due to gestational diabetes I needed help, found a place together around 5 months pregnant.... 7 months he decided to beat on me dragged me up stairs, bust my mouth etc..... I didn't want to communicate with him that day... He was helping with rent, but that's it no preparing for baby,no nothing....two weeks after him beating on pregnant me,, I packed his shit up and told him to get out.. He gave me the fuck my baby and myself line. It took a while but it happened.... I don't know why I'm writing this I guess I'm truly hurt now just another statistic.... I never expected that,,, I have always been hard working independent person and I'm scared.... Its now either work or stay faithful to my doctor appointments... Can afford to lose anymore work days. If its not before work starts than I can't do it.. Or I'll have no where to live make no money rent can't be payed..... Selfish right I know... Prepare for baby. Survive. Pay rent while hardly working..... What's a woman to do???? Needed to vent