Why did you leave me and my sister? You were in an out our whole lives. You chose your husband and his kids over us. You even told me you showed his kids more love and attention because you knew when we went home we were loved but they wasn't. All you did was treat us the same way their mom treated them. Then you would sit back and trash my grandparents... you know the ones who were raising me. Now your mad because we call our granny our mother. Well you would either have a bipolar moment and flip out on us and we would stay away because hello you scared and hurt us, or you just stopped coming to see us. Now you have me some bullshit line "if you love something let it go and if it comes back it's mentioned to be." That doesn't work when you have kids you can't just "let us go" to see if loving us was ment to be! We were ment to be you just CHOSE not to love us. I don't hide how awful you were to us or the abuse you inflected on us as anymore and because I don't you made up a bunch of lies about me and say the most awful things to me. why can't you just love me? Why can't you just be my momma? If I'm making up all awful things you did then why hasn't my sister let you meat her newborn son? Why am I not allowing you near me while I'm pregnant? Because we will not allow you to do what you did to us to our children. We are so messed up because of you. I have went through years of therapy just to get over how you brain washed me. You told me my dad didn't love me because I was a girl and refused to hold me in the hospital. You said he was angry and couldn't stand me and refused to touch me until I was three months old. I told my granny that and she showed me you were a lier. She showed me all the pictures of the day I was born and how much my dad adored me. To bad I waited till I was an adult to tell her what you said because you ruined my relationship with my dad because you were mean and bitter! Just remember when your old and can't take care of yourself (you know when you can't dish out anymore money to my only stepsister that tolerates you because she always has her hand out) no one will be there to take care of you. Your so worthless.