Yesterday was the worst day of my life. We found out at 10 weeks pregnant (yesterday) that I was pregnant with twins but that they'd stopped growing at 8 weeks and had no heartbeat. I chose to start a medical "abortion" (I fucking hate that word it's not right for our situation we very much wanted these babies) yesterday. I just don't feel like I bled enough for it to have been "successful" one hr of heavy bleeding then some spotting for only a few hours then absolutely nothing now despite placing the medicine twice (12 hrs apart) . I called the nurse she said its normal but I'm so so scared that at my follow up appointment they're going to tell me that I need a D and C and that this nightmare hasn't ended yet. I feel nothing but sadness and can't even enjoy my 2.5 yo son right now. I just want to stay in bed and cry until my next appointment.