Need help before I lose my mind

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Please take a look at these two tests. Taken hours apart. I don't know what's going on. My period was due on 20 January. On 17 January I started spotting so I thought I am about to start my period. The spotting was very light. Pinkish and brownish. It stopped on 19 January. I took both these tests yesterday. Is it my wishful thinking or am I really pregnant. Thank you for reading this.