18 & still a virgin

Emily • Undergrad. Canada. Aspiring Lawyer 💸
Sometimes I feel super left out because I'm the only person in my friends group who hasn't had sex yet. Sometimes I want to find a random hookup and get it over with but I know that I want it to be with someone special. I masturbate to deal with my raging hormones but sometimes I feel that isn't enough. Anyone else in the same boat?