I'm just done I'm done feeling this way I'm done feeling like she got more I'm done fighting all I do is fight and I hate my self literally everything he does I fight about idk why I just do I don't mean to I'm never happy and his all I want and I can't make him happy and he never smiles around me anymore dosent do anything with me and he is happier when I leave he pushes me around and is controlive he dosent do anything for me and if he does I push it away he done more for his ex and all I can do is fight... We was happy for 3 days and then I went back to fighting and ruined it all  please someone help me I can't do this fight in anymore it's killing me and Everytime I decide it's time to change I can't do it I go back to it please I just need help....