Miscarriage

I had a chemical pregnancy in November found out I was pregnant last week and today I started bleeding I went to the ER my levels were low. Just used the restroom and wiped and actually saw my baby... My heart can't take this. Staying strong for my hubby even tho I just want to crawl into a little ball and cry my eyes out... Not really sure why this is happening to us... But I guess God has a better plan for our future. 😭