Pregnancy fears after miscarriage

Heather • so blessed to have my 2 beautiful children!
I'm finally physically healed from my mc from December. I'm still depressed about it but slowly starting to move on. I finally had my period. I was hoping it would not come and be pregnant but then I'm almost relieved I'm not.. I don't need to worry this month what if I loose it again, what if I make it to the end and something is seriously wrong with it.. so many worries about becoming pregnant again it's almost a relief I'm not.. anyone else feel this way?