So my husband and I just got married and we live on a military base. I'm only 21 turning 22 and he's only 23 turning 24. We have our whole lives ahead of us and we just wanna be ourselves for a while, no baby. However, All around me I see babies literally EVERYWHERE. I feel like I want to have a baby and I want to be pregnant but at the same time, I don't want to feel this way. I want it to be just me and my husband for a few years until we're ready to have children. I've tried to scare myself away from children by reading "horror" stories about sick babies and pregnancies that hurt so bad but nothing helps! I also try and stay away from babies but I definitely can't do that because I'm a nanny!! Please, can someone tell me what to do?? I don't want to be this conflicted anymore! 😖😖😖