So I'm choosing to keep my baby. I thought I'd be happy which I am but I'm feeling more sad then ive ever felt. All I want to do is be with my bf which is the father and he doesn't want that. He wants me but not the baby, and I can't have both. I want to walk away before he does but then I want to beg him to stay, I know God is in control but it seems like everything is out of control. Everyone that's reading this pray that my bf comes around and openes his heart to this