I'm not being negative or anything I'm truly happy for everyone having a baby but it's so hard for me since I haven't even been able to concieve one. Today I found that one of my cousins is pregnant which I'm happy for bc it means our family keeps growing my husbands 3 cousins are expecting as well they're so blessed but I'm just now wondering why God feels that my husband and I won't be good parents (this is hard for me to type) sorry for being all over the place I'm just trying to type my exact feelings I feel so betrayed and so forgotten. Not looking for pity or anything just venting. And today I was at work I was crying the whole day bc I kept trying to put everything together in my head as to why not me yet?! And some people not knowing my situation come up to me and say "I don't know what you're going thru but keep in mind that some one is fighting a bigger fight than you! " which I never underestimated that of course there's people fighting for their lifes right now but that made me feel like I wasn't allowed to feel any emotions to what I am going thru... I always try to help others in more need I try to even help the pups I adopted 5 and my husband and I are thinking of fostering or adopting to help out the kids in need and I also always give my last dollar to the less fortunate not bragging at all but I'm just saying that how was that suppose to make me feel better I don't get my life right now at all idk anything I'm just so confused about everything