Me and my boyfriend are in love. I want to marry him and have his children and all the rest of it. But today I nearly lost him. Whenever I drink (which I barely do anymore because of this reason) I become very chatty and friendly. I touch people's arms when I'm talking to them and put my arm around them and stuff. I'm just being friendly but it really upsets him and we argue really bad. He said if it happens again he's leaving me and I can see why he's upset and I keep saying I won't do it again but when I'm drunk I don't see what I'm doing. I'm not thinking anything of it because I know it's just friendliness. How can I stop myself from being like this and hurting him? I'm trying so hard but I still upset him