Bipolar and pregnant!!!

Is anyone else pregnant and bipolar. I'm 8 weeks and 5 days. The past few days have been hell!!! I take my Meds like I should every night. Not going to lie I have forgot like 3 days since I been pregnant. I feel overwhelmed and really down. I been crying for the past few days wake up crying go to sleep crying. I have had some unhealthy urges and stuff I use to do before I got on my Meds. I don't know what to do anymore and feel like nobody understands. Bipolar is not something that is big in my family. I only know my mom side of the family and not 100% sure if it on my dads side. I know bipolar can be due to past trauma or be can be genetic. I'm type 1 bipolar. I really don't know the difference between type 1 and 2. I really just need some advice from over mothers that feeling this way. I didn't find out I was bipolar till after my second daughter. I had got put in the mental health. So this is my 3 pregnancy and never went though this with the the other 2. Please help