No baby??!!

CeeTee • Mom. Wife. 25. 🐞Harper 4•25•17🐞 🐝Ava-Cate 9•24•19🐝
My husband decided two months ago that he wanted to wait to have a baby. He has 2 kids from a previous marriage. I was blindsided by this. I had just started Clomid, I was so excited. I'm feeling so down lately. Whenever I bring up "when we have a kid" conversations, all he does is bring up his son. Constantly. Don't get me wrong at all. I LOVE HIS KIDS! We had a miscarriage last year, it was a little boy, and ever since then it's been hard on me. I have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety but I take medication and I see a therapist for it. Ever since this happened, I don't get out of bed, unless to go to work. I started becoming more obsessed with my pets. I'm just feeling so low. I need opinions. Please.