Bootcamp

I'm 14 weeks pregnant today. Just dropped my husband off with his Air Force Recruiter, he's taking the shuttle to MEPS, and then tomorrow I get to watch him swear in and see him off at the airport. I have NOT stopped crying, and I am in so much pain over this. We have done everything together ever since we've been together, I'm so used to coming home and just having him be here for me, and falling asleep by him every night. But this is killing me. How do I cope? How do I get through? Today was HORRIBLE, and I know tomorrow is gonna be worse, although I don't know how that's possible. I love him so much, and I'm so proud of him and who he's become, but I have no appetite and I feel so so SO sad.