Upset about the gender

I'm so upset and heartbroken right now after finding out my baby is a boy I really had my heart set on a girl and now I feel like a horrible mom I don't even feel happy about my pregnancy anymore and I can't talk to anybody about the way I'm feeling without being judged which I'm pretty sure it'll happen on here too but I just wanted to know has this happened to anyone else and will this horrible feeling go away I still love my baby I'm just really hurt

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Ok after 2 days of praying and talking to my baby boy and most of you on here I feel so much better I'm so happy to have my second little boy and I love him already thanks for the support 😘😘