I confess that I am sleeping with a married man. I won't post this with my information because I don't need to hear how I'm a bad person, slut, whore, home wrecker, etc. because I am none of those things. I'm not trying to take him away from his family, I don't want him that way, I'm not a whore because I don't get paid, and I'm not a slut because being a slut is a state of mind and I refuse to accept that. I tried not to want him, I tried to end it, but he's so good at talking and telling me what I want to hear, all part of the game I know. I fear I may be a bad person sometimes but then I tell myself that he's done this many, many times to his wife and if it wasn't me it would probably be someone else. Regardless I must say that the sex is the best I have had in a very long time and I get a rush out of the secrecy, I think he does too. I don't love him and I never will, he's a friend and even when this is all over I'll keep him as that. I guess the only thing I'm worried about is when this will all blow up in my face and how it will go down. So I guess I'll just enjoy the ride and take my karma with a grain of salt. And don't judge me because you don't know me and I'm sure there are many women out there like me who have done this and are ashamed to tell or won't talk about it because they don't want to take criticism for being human. My path isn't yours, it's mine.