Well life is confusing right now. I have a Idk depression. There is nobody that I could talk to but just to put it out here and get advice from someone. Here it goes. I had a boyfriend now ex boyfriend I still love him very very much and it hurts that once we took a brake he got with some girl and now she is pregnant by him. He keeps insisting to talk to me and keep a good friendship but I told him that this had happen to me when I was younger it happen and the guy never talked to me ever again once it happen to me the first time I lasted around 3 years without a boyfriend it really sucked cause I didn't have confidence in any guy I was depressed I finally get over it and I meet "the sweetest guy" we had problems cause he would go to work in AZ and we are from CA so he leaves to go work for around a month and then comes back and we get back together the girl keeps texting him and asking him when is he going back to AZ he said around January Sooo I leave to Mexico for Vacations and then he goes to AZ he finally talks to her and we are texting me still in Mexico and him in AZ and the girl tells him she's pregnant ' we have been going out for around a year and I had still not give it to him. So she tells him she is pregnat he takes her to the dr and the dr said she is 3 months I got sad History Repeted it Self. We are still talking and this all happened around Jan 15 today he told me I want to ask you something but answer me with the truth I said, ok he asked me Will You Still do it with me I answer Honestly I would but you never know what could happen and I am scared that something could happen. As in me getting pregnant. For me here is the sad thing my whom is not good state and he knows I am confused and stressed out idk if I should do it with him for the fuck of it or deal with the pain...