Can't stop crying!

Me & my partner been together 6 years, we have 4 children between us & before Christmas decided to try for another! Anyway, I had 'that pain' and took a ovulation test and this was the result! Never had one like this before, just to come crashing back down to earth as he now decided he doesn't want another baby! 😢😢 just come from nowhere, I'm so gutted/heartbroken!