Today I haven't had a cigarette. Instead of my usual 8 a day. I am irrational. Sense egg met Sperm I have been a bitch but today is just wrong. I'm treating my daughter (whom I love deeply) like my worst enimy! Any time she touches me I freak out. I can't just go to sleep. She needs supervision. Does this have to be so hard? The hormones mixed with quitting I can't control myself. Tears every half hour. I want to quit quitting so this beautiful girl can have her mom back!