I was recently speaking to someone who made me realise things about myself sexually and emotionally. We have never met yet the only time we could hold a proper conversation was when sex was involved. I found myself very turned on by him and thought about him at most times of the day. Since we have stopped talking quite as much I have felt myself longing for a guy to talk to and to cuddle and to be with. I have never had any luck with men and am still quite alone, I understand that I can masturbate but I really struggle to get off on my own. I feel like I want to be with someone and this guy is just useless. Any advice? Not that this is an easy situation for people to help me with 😞