Loss my baby

Betsy
I just came home from the hospital from my loss. On Thursday the 28th I had my normal 18 to 20 we can ultrasound at the hospital. Was so happy to see my child once again and to hear the heartbeat but everything was the opposite. They did the artist sound and the nurse left it was gone for quite a bit. I was starting to get worried because usually doesn't take that long for them to go gray and tell me the results but another guy came in and gave me the bad news that my child's heart beat stopped and that they don't understand why. I was 19 weeks and my baby measured at 17 weeks meaning he passed two weeks ago. I bursted in tears and called my mom to drive me home but the guy said I will not be going home that I have to deliver my baby as is. I will have to get induced. Had my baby on 1/29 @7:47am. He was so beautiful His little face hands feet. Had all fingers and toes all was formed. Worse pain even that I had to say hello just to say good bye within 2 hours. I'm still grieving and hope that we can help one another go through this pain