Can't do this anymore

Kristi

Warning, very pregnant rant.

I am so over being pregnant it's not even funny anymore. I cry almost every day because of how uncomfortable I am. I don't sleep like at all. No appetite. Lay on my side and my hips and ribs ache. Lay on my back and I can't breathe and get very sore. Even sitting on the lounge now is becoming a hassle. I am 39 weeks pregnant today and my midwife told me over a week ago that I wouldn't make my due date but I feel as though I've just got my hopes up and my baby girl won't be here early at all. I am so over this shit. I just want my baby in my arms and my body back!

I've been loosing my mucous plug for weeks, which is obviously regenerating because nothing is happening. For the last week I've been having some contractions but none that are overly painful or regular. Ugh!!

I can not remember being like this with my first.

I am seriously considering not even using this app anymore because I get so frustrated and jealous of everyone having their babies early and I'm still here pregnant as fu*k!!