there is NO such thing as a friend any more

ive been in and out of the hospital for a whole month and a half . i let my so called friend from middle school move in because she had no where to go with her baby in June of 2015 
today i fanally got discharged from the hospital and ALL of her stuff are gone , my house looked like a pigs house , my kicthen floor dirty as fuck , my counters dirty , the carpets SO FILTHY looking . the bathroom has hair dye stains ! im so mad and sad ! i have no rent money and im for sure not going to get my deposit back .
my pgne bill says i owe 200$ this is ridiculous, i feel so betrayed 😔