I am beyond pissed. After tonight, I am done trying! Sorry for the rant and anger. My s/o wanted kids and we have been trying for a year. I have been through surgery and now just wasted money on fertility drugs for him to pass out drink out of his mod on the ONLY weekend this month to try. I officially give up and will NOT pay for any more drugs and will NOT go through surgery for him again. He blew it 100%. Again I'm so sorry for the rant. I don't know where else to turn. I want to just disappear from everyone and start a life where no one knows me at all, if iylts even worth it.