As I try to be strong trying to keep my mind occupied i still remember my little boy. I know this was so recent but I wonder when will it get better. I even have to quit my job because that job was not healthy for me. I had my whole pregnancy there and all I was having was stress. Planning to stay out of work for a month. In not sure if that will be enough but I know I need counseling and stuff because it hurts a lot to Lose my little guy and he has so much ahead of him.