Does he mean this?

We're young. I'm 17 and he's 19, and I got pregnant. I condsier not keeping cause of my situation what I go through In life and what he goes through. We aren't ready or responsible for a child. Bash me all you want or say get on birth control, it's life and obviously I went thru a big experience and we'll keep my self protected. He's first reaction towards was bad and he was being an asshole (again he's young. So you know young boys don't think at all) he was saying things to his friends and it went back to me. We talked about it and he said he only said that cause he went crazy cause it scared him he was not ready. And then he said he wants to be with me and experience life with me. Idk if I can believe him cause of his first reactions and my trust issues are bad. He hits me up everyday saying "psst" I guess its are thing then🙄🙄. But then he says he's gonna do this and doesn't reply back to me for hours. And he does it everyday. I got mad at him yesterday and he told me to talk to him and that I should talk some time to cool off. My friends says that's him trying but I really don't know. I feel like are conversations are a tad boring cause I get so nervous and I just feel unwanted by him. I wanna call him and talk but I don't wanna look annoying. He now asks about my appointments for the doctors and he even said that we can always plan for another kid when we both have r life together and aren't this young anymore