can anyone relate to me!

sam
hey. im ttc for 5 months but this time im actually tracking my ovulation days with test sticks that habe a moniter. 4 days in and still a flashing smiley face which means high fertlitlty but not peak fertility . peak fertility is when the egg is there and ready to roll. anyways ive been really emotional and its been bad. crying like crazy. can anyone tell me why