Fuck it idc anymore.

Excuse my language but just fuck this. Me and the hubby has been ttc for 13 years with no luck just got my af yesterday and if that was not bad enough today we find out that his brothers girlfriend is pregnant again with their second kid their first kid is only six months old. They are not married and have only been together 3 years. When they told us I just walked the fuck off I said nothing. She followed me to ask what's wrong so I told her. She called me selfish and hateful. Well you know what I don't care anymore, the next prego person who decides to come cheese in my face about being pregnant I gonna punch in the throat. Selfish,hateful I don't care. I tired of crying in the floor every month that my period comes. Just fuck this all.