I fell in love with you when you were still married to another woman. She mothered your first child and I will always feel insignificant to her.

You slept with her when we were broken up a year ago and my heart still hasn't recovered.

Now we're pregnant and you say the way I used to make you feel has gone away and I'm no different than your ex.

I wish you could understand how I feel, the uncontrollable crying and pain. I'm sorry for the fighting it causes. I only want you to see that I'm hurting and attempt to make things better. You're reactions aren't helping and they're pushing me further away.

I need you more than ever.

With love,

SO