VBAC yay or nay

Mikki
I am so confused and I have talked to my doctor about It but I still can't make up my mind she said I am a good candidate for a VBAC because I have only had one c-section and have had a vaginal birth also... Now my pregnancy has to be text book perfect for them to approve the VBAC blood pressure has to stay perfect baby has to be head down and I have to be advancing by 37/38 weeks or I can just schedule my C-section and know that the doctor I love will be there to deliver.. But I had such a terrible experience with the C-section worst pain I have ever felt in my life then on top of that my stitches broke and I got an infection! But the nurse I had pushed me hard too fastf to get up and start walking and I really think I did too much too fast because my twins were in the NICU and I had to see them.. Sorry this post is so long but I wanted to get all the info out to ask your honest opinion to help me make my decision! THANK YOU!