I had a planned pregnancy and I love my son he's 13 days old. We had a week stay in the NICU due to some complications from my GD and we got home a few days ago. Wow it is so much harder then I thought and to really young ladies and single moms I really applaud you. I'm not sure if it's PPD or the baby blues or just normal to feel kind of miserable. My life will never be the same and I new that but I thought it would be better and sometimes it is but it's just harder then I thought. I wouldn't ever take it back even if I could but I seriously did not expect this level of toughness. I also have extreme anxiety of something happening to him. I have my husband who is helping but I still feel really alone. I guess I just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.