Needs to vent
Me and my boyfriend have been together for 5 years and have a beautiful almost 6 month old daughter.
Now we have been through a lot in this relationship ( cheating on his end) he hit me (once and honestly never has again) other non major things but problems none the less.
Most of our problems we have worked through to get where we are today.
But all of the trials that we have gone through are starting to tear me down. Our biggest issue is his computer.
He spends literally all day on it, he did before I was pregnant, my whole pregnancy and now. I feel like I'm begging for his attention. I finally sat down and told him if he didn't at least show he was trying that i was going to leave.
A few months go by and he still hasn't changed anything until I start to draw back from him. I didn't ask for time with him anymore and I didn't talk to him much. I would go in the other room or go to bed, and he wouldn't even notice.
now he's trying but I feel like I have already fallen out of love with him. I do love him and have love for him but I'm not in love with him anymore does that make sense? I just don't know what to do. I think I'm afraid to leave and I just idk I needed someone to talk to.
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