I miscarried in December I was 5 weeks but I was so disappointed and upset. I found the news all by myself at the ER, I just went to get blood work but I didn't think I actually was miscarrying. We tried maybe 4 cycles so it didn't take too long. But forever I wanted to have my second one . I was so mad at my DH for never trying sooner and forever telling everyone were not ever having another. for Forever my heart was broken and it was like a stab in the heart every time he goo and aww over families new babies. And then it seems like everywhere and everyday someone is pregnant. I somehow couldn't help myself and started balling when I this summer someone in his family said well Liz is pregnant again! That's when he knew how much it meant for me to have another. I just don't feel complete without one more. I'm so angry that I lost mine and its been 2 months but I can't get over it. I was so sure I was pregnant this month but I'm not. All I think about being pregnant everyday and then if I am what if i mc again. All people who knew about my mc just don't get it and they try to be supportive by saying at least it was early, ull have ur baby, it wasn't ur time... Ya ya ya.. That does not help. I feel like I'm losing my mind and I don't know if I should seek therapy for this. And I'm very sorry for u or anyone u know who miscarried. It obviously can take a while to emotionally heal.