2-6-16 CD1 😢

Danielle • Married since Jan 2012, TTC #1 since Sept 2014, pregnancy losses Sept 2015 and Oct 2016, praying for our rainbow baby.
Header says it all really. I am at the minimum 2 days earlier than expected AF and I was also earlier to ovulate this cycle. My back hurts, my uterus hurts, but most of all, my heart hurts. I didn't really feel it this cycle anyway but it doesn't make it any friggin easier. I'm not really sure what else I am able to do to make this happen. We time it so well and it just doesn't happen. I'm heartbroken today so I'm going shopping. Lol. I know this journey will end happily but it just doesn't feel like it in the interim. Here's to next month. 🍾