So on Jan. 14 I got a BFP on FR digital. My period was supposed to start the next day. Well it didn't. I woke up the day after AF was due in so much pain with so much blood. A negative test, of course came out. It was a chemical pregnancy. I was broken. It shattered every bit of my heart and I still cry over it. TTC for over a year. My Symptoms before the BFP were sore breasts, dizziness, constant dull cramps so they didn't bother me at all, acne like no other, very bloated and gassy, I peed at least twice every hour with tons of discharge, and I was tired basically the whole time I wasn't sleeping. 

So I lost my baby. I accepted it. It's a very common thing. It happens to a lot of us. I just happened to find out. 

Well for the past week, I've been having the same symptoms. My boobs especially hurt worse than ever. I'm a smoker which has a lot to do I'm sure with this journey(I only smoked once when I got the BFP) and I can't even get through a whole smoke before I start not feeling good. Not like naseous but I just don't like it. 

I did go to the dr. Blood test showed up negative, of course. That's all they did. 

I've read that a lot of women can get pregnant like right after a chemical or at least it takes less time but don't quote me. With these symptoms I can't help but wonder. AF due in 6 days. I haven't really tracked anything since I lost it. My husband says he doesn't want me to test because he doesn't want to see me hurt anymore. 

I'm not sure what's going on. 

Thanks, ladies. Sorry it was long. Baby dust. ❤️