For some reason I keep beating myself up about my size. I can't find my self-love. I feel like my pregnancy is not as special because I'll never have the typical pregnant belly. I don't look pregnant, I just look even more plus sized. Last pregnancy I had to tell people when I was 9 months. It wasn't obvious. I feel like I'm not as worthy because of this, I know it's crazy. I know intellectually this is wrong, I just wish I had a figure that would allow me to show off my pregnancy, and I feel so bad about myself that I'll never experience that. How do I turn this