Love hate relationship....

Vanessa
I love this app but hate it at the same time lol I'm almost 12 weeks and I'm still not showimg. I must mention I am a big girl so that would explain why I'm not showing yet, but this app gets me so depressed seing all these lovely women showing off their bellies. I guess I'm a little jealous because I see everyone growing and enjoying their pregnancy. Some days I don't even feel pregnant anymore. I think that's just my mind playing tricks on me.....I have my next US next Monday and I'm scared there won't be a heartbeat or growth. I know this was a blessing and need to keep faith everything will be ok, it's just so hard sometimes. I hope I didn't offend any of you ladies reading this because it really isn't you. I just imagined my first pregnancy to be different. I can't wait for my belly to start showing, I can't wait to feel all these little movements and I most certainly can't wait to hold my baby in the end....prayers please. I'm just having a hard time....😢😢😢