Yet another friend called me to tell me she was pregnant. I once again had to pretend to be happy for her when all I felt was grief for myself. I've been trying for 2 years to get pregnant with no luck. I'm finding it harder and harder to even feign happiness at other people's baby announcements. I feel like the bridesmaid in the quote "always a bridesmaid, never a bride." Except that I was the bride 5 years ago and now I'm waiting for my baby. It's never going to happen for me.