Maybe one day you'll love us. Maybe one day you'll be happy you did have us.

I know you hate our dad, but is that really a reason to hate us to? Or is that just what you say to cover up why you TRULY hate me. I know you don't really hate my sister. But my brother and I... I've known since when I was 12. I know it's because I haven't made you proud. & I know it's because I cost you money. I've tried to make you happy and tried to show you that your kids should be the love of your life. But you don't want that, you don't want us. You want a new life that doesn't involve us. I wish I could tell you how bad it hurts knowing your mom doesn't want to be a mom. I hope one day if I'm ever blessed with a child, that I never make her feel like she was the biggest mistake of my life.