The midwife didn't know what to do with me at my booking in appointment and said she'd never had to deal with someone 'like me' before? I was high risk due to only being 2 years clear so waiting to now see the obs doctor just wondered if anyone else has been in the same position.

This is baby miracle number 2 I found out I had stage 3 breast cancer which was my entire right breast 3 days after he turned 1 at age 32 whilst breast feeding so I'm lucky to be here and pregnant is like a miracle . Im also struggling with my emotions about it all, getting upset and stressed about not being able to breast feed this one since I lost both my boob's to cancer after I did for a year with my first and just generally fearful. It's all a bit of a roller coaster emotion wise, I'm over the moon one min then tearful and terrified the next.

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