A Penny for your Thoughts?
Hey ladies, I hope that you are all having a truly wonderful day today. If you see this then I hope that my situation isn't too boring. I don't know what category it falls under but here it is. Not too big of a deal I guess. But ya know, I thought, why not ask if I'm doing the right thing or if I'm head over heels. I'm 17 and am a straight A student. I try hard and diligent in anything I put my mind to. Last year I met this guy online. I fell in love with him. But I didn't said anything until he started dropping hints that he liked me. I put him through tests and he put me through test to make sure we were real and trustworthy people. We both wanted to be safe in falling for each other. So after several emails sent and many FaceTime sessions and getting to know each other, we told each other that we really liked each other. Later we had labelled it love. I know the risks. I know that I got extremely lucky with him. He could've been a pimp. But he's not. He's a super cute, sweet, very geeky boy. I love him. Many tell me that online relationships aren't real and that it's a waste of my time and a waste of an emotional experience. He's my first boyfriend. I love him like crazy. He lives about 12 hours away from me. The Summer after Senior year I'm going to go see him. I've been saving up a lot of money to make this a reality. I work hard. But it wasn't until recently I actually told my parents. They restricted me from things. Such as, I can't keep my door closed anymore. It must stay open. If I FaceTime my Monsieur I have to be out in the living room. Privacy has been taken away. My parents don't approve of it. My dad hates it so much. I'll just say that it's a really sore spot for my parents. My brother could care less. But they still allow me to talk to him. I'll be 18 in October so they don't have control over my actions for much longer. That's not the way I ever have wanted to think about it though. I've always been comfortable at home. But now, not so much. I feel like I screwed it all up. But I really love this guy. I've gotten to meet all of his cousins. He has so many. I always have such an amazing time talking with him. Though with an online relationship there's things I miss out on and wish I could experience. To be honest, I'm not too sure why I'm posting this. I'm not one who tells anyone about how I feel. I'm very independent. I just figured why not. I know my story isn't exciting. It's silly of me to post this. There's no need to reply back. But I do really hope that each and everyone of you are having a splendid day.
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