I really thought I was pregnant this month. But I've only been getting negatives. Idk if it's all in my head but I really feel pregnant. I've been pregnant 5 times (4 miscarriages) so I'm pretty familiar with the early symptoms. Every negative test makes me want to scream then crawl in to a ball a cry. Anyone else dealing with difficult long cycles. In 9 months all but 2 cycles have been normal. 1 cycle was 57 days. Really hoping either I get my positive or af shows up way sooner then 17 more days.