Tired of waiting

So day 5 of no AF. I tested with first morning urine and BFN. I want to be pregnant but am not stressing. It will happen when it happens. Usually my cycle is normal in that it will come one day one month and the next month 2 days earlier. So never late. I hate this waiting game. I get period like cramps but they aren't strong and they happen in different parts of my belly or side.