Really don't do this but I need to vent. My babyshower is this Friday and my child father was sent to jail yesterday afternoon for violating parole 😓😓 I'm sooo goddam mad. He so selfish all I wanted was him to be there. This is my first child and his second son and he hasn't been much support throughout my pregnancy but still we try to make things work. I've been with him since I was 16 I'm now going on 22. It's messed up he won't be there for the birth of the baby cause of he rather be in the club having a good time spending money with his friends breaking curfew. Like seriously wth, he just came home in May of last year from doing a 4 1/2 years bid now he's in county jail idk how long he'll be there or if he will be sent back upstate to finish his 3 years left sentence. Smh I really hate him and I refuse to hold him down while he's away. 😞😞😞😞 I'm trying to remain strong but I feel I let my child down ☹️ he and I were suppose to take maternity photos this Valentine's Day, my son is due in 2wks this is sooo messed up.