Skin Condition

Hey ladies! So for the past maybe 5 months I've been suffering with hydradinitis (I think that's how you spell it? Is a skin condition where cysts form on the groin, inner thoughts and under arms. I was wondering if anyone is suffering from this also and how you deal with it. I have cysts all over my inner thighs and vagina and sometimes I'm very afraid to have sex. I don't want them to think I have an std or its contagious. Also, my vagina is so ugly with these cysts on it. I have low self esteem because of it. If you have this problem to tell me how you deal with it. I would love to hear your story so I can get through my condition.