Lesbian Exploring ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ‘…

Being a "straight"female through out my life I have secretly had a girlfriend when I was younger ย & have talked to other lesbians looking to try something new.. Being that I have been attracted to other women & not to mention enjoy female on female porn, I am confused as to if I am just curious or actually like both sexes in a relationship & sexual way (although I've never had sex with a female). Just looking for advice & thoughts!! โค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜